Monday, April 11, 2011

i'm the author of my life


Hari ni sedih dan perlu diberitahu dlm blog. Pertamenye, dimaklumkan sy tak dapat nak menjawab soalan final yang sgt menyusahkan ptg td,tp mmng la kan nak bt mcm mne salah diri sendri la tak revise asik tido je n lagi satu sy sangatlah frust sbb laki yang saye suke dah lame saye suke dah ade gf pulak n nmpaknye mcm die dah lame je ade gf tu, hu~ sy ni pun satu tak sedar diri betul sbb sy da ade bf tapi sy ske dekat orang lain pulak sbb sy rse sy ngn bf sy tu tak sekufu and mak sy pun tak suke bak kate mak sy : Kalau awk nk kwin dgn die takde mase depan k.long oi, tp sy tak taw la nak buat mcm mne. hurm. pening2. Tapi tadi sy cerite lah dekat kwan baik sy, die ni mmng baik pun,tak mcm sy yg rock ni.hehe. Die cakap dekat sy:

me: kak utur, sedey la laki yang ak suke dah lime tahun ade gf lain india pulak tuh. huu~
kak utur: Sally, awk kene lupekan die, ikhlaskan hati awak untuk lupekan die. (the real version has been edited *a story about Rainie) haha !
me: Kalau nak cakap sayang tu tak sayang pun terhutang budi je dengan die.
kak utur: awak kena tetapkan hati awak kalau nak putus dengan die.
me: ikutkan memng nak laki yang sekufu yang boleh mmbimbing ak and bukan ak yg membimbing die, doa je la yeh, nak wat cmne ye tak, jage la ji hoo ko tu elok2 kak utur da dapat yang bagus jgn lepaskan ok?
kak utur : ayat awak tu betul2 buat hati saye taching taw. sedey taw awak ni sy rse mcm nak pelok awk je skang nih. huk3. sedeyh.

Sy pun terdiam, bodoh jgk sy ni dah ade boifren lagi nak suke and tunggu orang yang dah ade gf. So kesimpulannye saye rase :

"jodoh kat tangan Allah, mane yang kite dapat tu , itu lah yang terbaik, tunggulah dulu, mane taw keajaiban akan terjadi"

So, sy percaye ape yg Allah bg itulah yg terbaik so sy taknak manyak cekadak lg dah! wlupun hati tngah sedeh. Huu~

Life is every where

Life
Life is a challenge
Life is a gift

Life is a chance
Life is a tragedy
Life is lonely
Life is pain

Life is full of frustration
Life is a mystery
Life is love
Life is made of hurt

Life is not a bed of roses
Life is a dance for you to dance
Life is every state of mind
What is life?

Life is a puzzle, solve it
Life is full of unexpected
Life is unexplainable

Life.



Whatever, but lately, I've had some insights into myself and my character. It's a rather bizarre feeling to understand your motivations and obstacles. Most people just stumble through life, reacting to various circumstances, but not really understanding what was behind their reactions. I'm not saying I'm fully self-realized.But I'm starting to understand why I try to knock down the brick wall in front of me with bare hands instead of just walking around it.



I'm facing a huge disastrous peak moment of a lifetime right now! L.o.n.g story cut short, my best friend advised me to LET BE LET PASS. So I'm trying now. Still i don't have any single chances anymore. So, do pray for me guys for my last final paper this Wednesday. Oh ya i know it's not related to anything that i just said but who cares ?






Hai, sy tak perlu sedeh2 lagi dah ni. Sy kene senyum ni.Senyum! Senyum!



Ish, kalau la cuti ni mak sy bgi sy na beli kasut warne kuning mcm ni msti lah saye hepy, ini tidak, asik je mak saye tu suruh saye pakai kasut mcm kasut skola bak kate kwan2 saye la


ok la.Next entry sy, sy nak tulis pasal my LoveWishList for this coming holidays, yipee!


mode: sad before but not anymore.

2 comments:

  1. hey salem noty tol ko ek,,dah der bf masih nk cri laen lagi,ni nk mrh ni hehehe,,mshh dgn ez## ke

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  2. ez? eh hahahahha tak la die da tinggalkan ak la wana!

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