Friday, December 31, 2010

my last post for 2010

yeah~ five minutes more for NEW YEAR!!!

mode: excited.

Thursday, December 30, 2010


lookee here, a blog! my blog, you say? I have a blog? I don't remember. hmm... maybe I should write something.

i juz cme back from my Dancing Class which was so damn awesome,,even tho my legs were cramp

How can a musician be a bad dancer?

oh yeah tomoro is New Year's Eve

mode: Changmin dancing.

Friday, December 24, 2010

zendagi migzaara


life must go on

I have been neglecting my blog for too long. It's hard to think of things to write about when I have no life.
It's been awhile since I've written, so here's a recap of the past few weeks:

All my subjects are kickin my ass.. but as Im a student that is what i need to face
But the real reason that I have not blogged is because I had been busy.I had been too busy updating my Facebook account that I seldom have time to blog. lol. i dunno why i should maintain the account btw.

How about you all??? I miss this blog. And I miss you all, too. Tomorrow is a New Year's Eve! i am 21 going on 22... oh my Lord! im becoming old! seems like i dun hav tyme to snap my picture in front of Forever 21 though. :D :D

When I was a child, I remembered that as early as December 1, booming firecrackers can already be heard nearby. Although intermittently, it would continue everyday in increasing loudness and frequency which culminated on Christmas eve (December 24) and on New Year’s Eve (December 31).

And on January 1 and 2 of the following year, news programs have a field day reporting the firecracker injuries all over the country. And the cycle continues every year.haha wat a life!

So i wana share things i loved in 2010
I'm sure I'll love 2011, but here's some things I loved in 2010:

My boyfriend (we r still together for 3 years.. Who knew *I* would not only find but so far keep Mr. Right)

My mummy n sis. Yeah, I know, supposed to say that and who doesn't - but REALLY. My mummy is one of my most treasured friends and my sis is the source of daily delight to me.

My friends.

The goldfish in my aquarium. I don't understand how they do what they do. Right now they are swimming yeah still alive . Watching them all year just cracks me up.

Staying at home. Tis is what i like to do most of the times.

Collecting Sophie Kinsella's a.k.a Madelline Wickham novels.

N so many other things that i could not remember.

2010 has been a great year– one that flew by. Great things i made, new experiences i had and I’m really looking forward to what 2011 will bring.

I was reflecting back on 2010, and thinking what would be a good synthesis of the work I have been doing, and how I might succinctly summarize a New Year’s resolution for myself.

Here is what I have come up with: goin to post it later . I have to go to the Arabic class at 2. n it sux!

mode: tired tired.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

random thoughts

Sometimes I get upset at the twists and turns my life has taken. When I think about the lost opportunities and wasted potential, or the lost relationships and those that never came to fruition, I want to go back and do it over. There are days that I would be willing to give up the life I have now to start again and do things differently. Then there are days, like today, when I realize that everything is alright. It's not perfect, and it's certainly not the life I imagined. There are still many aspects of my life I want to be different, but it truly is never too late.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm doing well. I'm learning to let go of things I've been holding onto for too long, and hopefully those ideas, emotions, etc. will be replaced by something infinitely better.

N i got sme of my pics to share here:

hahahaha~ tis is my new hobby durin holidays. Commercialized my face in a hole der.

mode: DBSK - Ho cute smile smile smilin.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010


Is anyone still out there?

The holidays is over, and I accomplished very little on my to do list. Only 3 more semesters after this! n woW! my result was incredibly amazing! I love it ! goin to work harder n harder next semester!

ok ! i hv no mood to blogging now! buhbye~

Saturday, December 4, 2010

catchin up

It's been awhile since I've written, so here's a recap of the past few weeks: I did get to go to Aquaria. Mum n sis joined me. We had fun and then go shopping wit my mom. Then life got crazy. Ilness kept me away from my blog.

mum n sis n Me

oh yeAh n sumwer in there, we went to MAHA 2010. The MAHA Exposition is Malaysia's leading agricultural show. Hosted by Ministry of Agriculture and Agrobased Industries and organised by the Federation Agriculture Marketing Authority, it certainly is amongst the largest and most comprehensive of its kind in the region.It is a show that flaunts Malaysia's best producers, farmer, fishermen and stockman. It is also a platform to pitch the regions' best agro-food companies. Visited on 29. wit family. Large beautiful green areas, lots of booths, varieties of products.

The thing is the transportation information (bus & tramp) which had caused a lot of confusions among the visitors need 2 b improved. No proper 'Q' system at the station causing chaos & delay. Lack of rubbish bins,no clear signage, staff not helpful and staff have lack of information. I was stuck in queue for bus & it was raining but the bus still want ppl to queue in the rain imagine with the kids. WTH..

me sis n cousin


And now im tryin hard to change. Well, I'm obviously very happy with the results so far. I enjoy life more. And I'm becoming a little bit vain. My obsession with make up has returned, and I want my clothes to look nice. That, however, is a bit of a challenge since most of my clothes are hand-me-downs and thrift store finds. There isn't any point in paying mall prices for clothes that I'll only be able to wear for a month or two before I move on to the next lower size.

The change that surprises me the most is my attitude towards the opposite sex. I'm so used to being the unattractive one, so I haven't worried about attracting a man for some time now. When the guy at my campus asked for my number and I realized that there is a whole new world open to me. Hey smeone out der pliz find a yummy sexy oozingly hot guy for me!haha wat the hell .. wat kind of gf m i? My bf would be pissed of if he found tis out. The world is becoming a brand new place for me. haha.

n tis is de guy!

btw m so afraid of tis Monday I'll deal with whatever grade I get, 'cause I'm done!Plus m addicted to a site in net now! wil tel u guys later.

mode: YooSu - Laugh Pictures, Images and Photos lafin.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

forgot about de title

"Once you have been tagged, you are supposed
to write a note with 25 random things,
facts, or goals about you.
In the end, choose 5 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.
If I tag you,it is because I want to know you more."

oww ..iz it true thira?? m hepy nw womann!! (perlukah?)

Important info

  1. Lover of music, people, words,n animal
  2. M a curious gal n like to do lame things
  3. M always tryin to reach my target
  4. Loving purple sooo much
  5. I am not perasan.... ( is tis like so imprtnt to wrte here..WTH)

Mom use to say

  1. Call me when you get there, just so I know you're okay. (tis happen like a millionth tyme)
  2. When I was your age, I had to walk ten miles through the snow, uphill, by myself, to go to school n bla bla bla...
  3. You have an answer for everything, don't you? n m like OK mum m soRRy
  4. How can you have nothing to wear? Your closet is FULL of clothes!
  5. You're the oldest. You should know better.
n de latest thing my mum jz told me around 10.30 today: Dont be afraid of others Do what u think is right ok?

Bad habits
I have a few "bad" habits, does that make me a "bad" person? And if it
does, what business is it of yours?lalalala~
  1. Complaining....i shud b more thankful..hurm..
  2. I'm anti-social.
  3. I read about obscure things so I can be an expert of stuff that no one cares or even heard off
  4. I eat too much and then it's all tacky microwave dinners or cakes or cookies or ice-cream sandwiches.
  5. I can fal in love wit many guys at a time ...hehehe...really a BAD habit of mine
So-called dreams

  1. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe.
  2. I live in Wonderland...
  3. Career dreams
  4. Material dreams
  5. de last one ...its secrEt ..i cant tel u


  1. When I was a kid, I believed everything but rocks had consciousness and feelings. I cringed whenever someone plopped down on the couch.
  2. The truth bowt me is i like to be watched on cam. hehe
  3. I have only one dimple!
  4. I've always believed something big's going to happen. I don't know what it is, yet. But it will.
  5. I can't decide sometimes and then i think about it for a few mins and still don't know XD

n now i need to tag my 5 lucky frens;
  1. miss bella
  2. miss syira
  3. miss wawa
  4. miss syaimaa'
  5. miss utur

n i shud mention tis tag is from....(sound of drum) miss tirahoney
okie done! im done! yeayy!

mode: sleepy sleepy!