Friday, December 31, 2010

my last post for 2010

yeah~ five minutes more for NEW YEAR!!!

mode: excited.

Thursday, December 30, 2010


lookee here, a blog! my blog, you say? I have a blog? I don't remember. hmm... maybe I should write something.

i juz cme back from my Dancing Class which was so damn awesome,,even tho my legs were cramp

How can a musician be a bad dancer?

oh yeah tomoro is New Year's Eve

mode: Changmin dancing.

Friday, December 24, 2010

zendagi migzaara


life must go on

I have been neglecting my blog for too long. It's hard to think of things to write about when I have no life.
It's been awhile since I've written, so here's a recap of the past few weeks:

All my subjects are kickin my ass.. but as Im a student that is what i need to face
But the real reason that I have not blogged is because I had been busy.I had been too busy updating my Facebook account that I seldom have time to blog. lol. i dunno why i should maintain the account btw.

How about you all??? I miss this blog. And I miss you all, too. Tomorrow is a New Year's Eve! i am 21 going on 22... oh my Lord! im becoming old! seems like i dun hav tyme to snap my picture in front of Forever 21 though. :D :D

When I was a child, I remembered that as early as December 1, booming firecrackers can already be heard nearby. Although intermittently, it would continue everyday in increasing loudness and frequency which culminated on Christmas eve (December 24) and on New Year’s Eve (December 31).

And on January 1 and 2 of the following year, news programs have a field day reporting the firecracker injuries all over the country. And the cycle continues every year.haha wat a life!

So i wana share things i loved in 2010
I'm sure I'll love 2011, but here's some things I loved in 2010:

My boyfriend (we r still together for 3 years.. Who knew *I* would not only find but so far keep Mr. Right)

My mummy n sis. Yeah, I know, supposed to say that and who doesn't - but REALLY. My mummy is one of my most treasured friends and my sis is the source of daily delight to me.

My friends.

The goldfish in my aquarium. I don't understand how they do what they do. Right now they are swimming yeah still alive . Watching them all year just cracks me up.

Staying at home. Tis is what i like to do most of the times.

Collecting Sophie Kinsella's a.k.a Madelline Wickham novels.

N so many other things that i could not remember.

2010 has been a great year– one that flew by. Great things i made, new experiences i had and I’m really looking forward to what 2011 will bring.

I was reflecting back on 2010, and thinking what would be a good synthesis of the work I have been doing, and how I might succinctly summarize a New Year’s resolution for myself.

Here is what I have come up with: goin to post it later . I have to go to the Arabic class at 2. n it sux!

mode: tired tired.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

random thoughts

Sometimes I get upset at the twists and turns my life has taken. When I think about the lost opportunities and wasted potential, or the lost relationships and those that never came to fruition, I want to go back and do it over. There are days that I would be willing to give up the life I have now to start again and do things differently. Then there are days, like today, when I realize that everything is alright. It's not perfect, and it's certainly not the life I imagined. There are still many aspects of my life I want to be different, but it truly is never too late.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm doing well. I'm learning to let go of things I've been holding onto for too long, and hopefully those ideas, emotions, etc. will be replaced by something infinitely better.

N i got sme of my pics to share here:

hahahaha~ tis is my new hobby durin holidays. Commercialized my face in a hole der.

mode: DBSK - Ho cute smile smile smilin.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010


Is anyone still out there?

The holidays is over, and I accomplished very little on my to do list. Only 3 more semesters after this! n woW! my result was incredibly amazing! I love it ! goin to work harder n harder next semester!

ok ! i hv no mood to blogging now! buhbye~

Saturday, December 4, 2010

catchin up

It's been awhile since I've written, so here's a recap of the past few weeks: I did get to go to Aquaria. Mum n sis joined me. We had fun and then go shopping wit my mom. Then life got crazy. Ilness kept me away from my blog.

mum n sis n Me

oh yeAh n sumwer in there, we went to MAHA 2010. The MAHA Exposition is Malaysia's leading agricultural show. Hosted by Ministry of Agriculture and Agrobased Industries and organised by the Federation Agriculture Marketing Authority, it certainly is amongst the largest and most comprehensive of its kind in the region.It is a show that flaunts Malaysia's best producers, farmer, fishermen and stockman. It is also a platform to pitch the regions' best agro-food companies. Visited on 29. wit family. Large beautiful green areas, lots of booths, varieties of products.

The thing is the transportation information (bus & tramp) which had caused a lot of confusions among the visitors need 2 b improved. No proper 'Q' system at the station causing chaos & delay. Lack of rubbish bins,no clear signage, staff not helpful and staff have lack of information. I was stuck in queue for bus & it was raining but the bus still want ppl to queue in the rain imagine with the kids. WTH..

me sis n cousin


And now im tryin hard to change. Well, I'm obviously very happy with the results so far. I enjoy life more. And I'm becoming a little bit vain. My obsession with make up has returned, and I want my clothes to look nice. That, however, is a bit of a challenge since most of my clothes are hand-me-downs and thrift store finds. There isn't any point in paying mall prices for clothes that I'll only be able to wear for a month or two before I move on to the next lower size.

The change that surprises me the most is my attitude towards the opposite sex. I'm so used to being the unattractive one, so I haven't worried about attracting a man for some time now. When the guy at my campus asked for my number and I realized that there is a whole new world open to me. Hey smeone out der pliz find a yummy sexy oozingly hot guy for me!haha wat the hell .. wat kind of gf m i? My bf would be pissed of if he found tis out. The world is becoming a brand new place for me. haha.

n tis is de guy!

btw m so afraid of tis Monday I'll deal with whatever grade I get, 'cause I'm done!Plus m addicted to a site in net now! wil tel u guys later.

mode: YooSu - Laugh Pictures, Images and Photos lafin.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

forgot about de title

"Once you have been tagged, you are supposed
to write a note with 25 random things,
facts, or goals about you.
In the end, choose 5 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.
If I tag you,it is because I want to know you more."

oww ..iz it true thira?? m hepy nw womann!! (perlukah?)

Important info

  1. Lover of music, people, words,n animal
  2. M a curious gal n like to do lame things
  3. M always tryin to reach my target
  4. Loving purple sooo much
  5. I am not perasan.... ( is tis like so imprtnt to wrte here..WTH)

Mom use to say

  1. Call me when you get there, just so I know you're okay. (tis happen like a millionth tyme)
  2. When I was your age, I had to walk ten miles through the snow, uphill, by myself, to go to school n bla bla bla...
  3. You have an answer for everything, don't you? n m like OK mum m soRRy
  4. How can you have nothing to wear? Your closet is FULL of clothes!
  5. You're the oldest. You should know better.
n de latest thing my mum jz told me around 10.30 today: Dont be afraid of others Do what u think is right ok?

Bad habits
I have a few "bad" habits, does that make me a "bad" person? And if it
does, what business is it of yours?lalalala~
  1. Complaining....i shud b more thankful..hurm..
  2. I'm anti-social.
  3. I read about obscure things so I can be an expert of stuff that no one cares or even heard off
  4. I eat too much and then it's all tacky microwave dinners or cakes or cookies or ice-cream sandwiches.
  5. I can fal in love wit many guys at a time ...hehehe...really a BAD habit of mine
So-called dreams

  1. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe.
  2. I live in Wonderland...
  3. Career dreams
  4. Material dreams
  5. de last one ...its secrEt ..i cant tel u


  1. When I was a kid, I believed everything but rocks had consciousness and feelings. I cringed whenever someone plopped down on the couch.
  2. The truth bowt me is i like to be watched on cam. hehe
  3. I have only one dimple!
  4. I've always believed something big's going to happen. I don't know what it is, yet. But it will.
  5. I can't decide sometimes and then i think about it for a few mins and still don't know XD

n now i need to tag my 5 lucky frens;
  1. miss bella
  2. miss syira
  3. miss wawa
  4. miss syaimaa'
  5. miss utur

n i shud mention tis tag is from....(sound of drum) miss tirahoney
okie done! im done! yeayy!

mode: sleepy sleepy!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

the day we went out

hehe ..last three days we went to AEON Seremban mum n lil cute sis Shafi
actly we juz planned 4 a window shoping bt ended up buying 2 sunglases WTH seriously both r so really nicee ! need to mention we went to the children park..guesso duno wat d exct name..btw holidays r soo great bt im bcming unproductive each day plus im de fulltime servant for the family..wish mum culd juz hire a maid...tired! n soo lazy 2 update tis thing.. hehe

my sis ..eating or slepin ni? kenfiusnye!

my mum's Bonia glases

n tis is mine! Esprit..weee~

sbb FP ini kami telah rambang mata

mum n sis

today is 25.11.2010...wana wish Happy Birthday to my oozing-ly Hot fren Athirah Amirah Abdul Razak..n today Tangled Rapunzel had released! goin to watch it! Yeayy! WtF! sounds like im 7 goin 2 8 yrs old nx year..n tomo we planed 2 go to MAHA 2010..later later later..time to sleep now..

mode: happy hepi

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

best fast food under 200 calories

Some protein bars can be more like candy bars, providing sugar and fillers rather than actual healthy nutrition. While a fast food restaurant may not be the best choice for a quick bite after your workout, these options are good. They provide protein, carbohydrates and, most of all, satisfaction for fewer calories than a Snickers bar.

Best in-hand option
No time to use utensils? A Starbucks latte gives you a dose of protein and carbohydrates to refuel.

Find out why this a perfect post-workout snack.


Skim Latte (Grande)
130 calories
19 grams carbohydrates
13 grams of protein

Best breakfast option
If you work out in the morning, this wrap will get much-needed protein to your muscles.

Dunkin' Donuts
Egg White and Cheese Wake-Up Wrap
150 calories
13 grams carbohydrates
8 grams protein

Dunkin Donuts

Best drive-thru hand held
Wipe the sweat from your brow and cool off with this chocolately boost of protein and moderate amount of carbs.

Burger King
1% Chocolate Low-Fat Milk
190 calories
31 grams carbohydrates

Best high protein option
Even though this isn't under 200 calories it's very close. And it has a commendable amount of protein and slow-acting good carbs in the form of beans.

Small Chili
220 calories
22 grams carbohydrates
18 grams of protein
9 grams protein

Best filling sandwich option for early risers
This sandwich will keep you filled up through to lunch. You can even add some veggie toppings for some more vitamins.


Black Forest Ham, Egg and Cheese English Muffin
180 calories
18 grams of carbohydrates
15 grams of protein


Best sides as a snack option, plus a high-protein treat
These side dishes are perfect post-workout snacks, combining good carbs and an excellent amount of protein with low-calories.

Red Beans With Sausage and Rice
160 calories
26 grams of carbohydrates
24 grams of protein

Macaroni and cheese
180 Calories
20 grams carbohydrates
6 grams protein

2 grilled chicken drumsticks
160 calories
0 carbohydrates
20 grams of protein

Best protein splurge option
Remember your childhood with these crispy little bites. While this a higher fat option, this little treat has a good amount of protein for satiety.

4 piece Chicken McNuggets
190 calories
11 grams carbohydrates
10 grams protein

mode: funny eating!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

elle baby

Suddenly.. m missin u today!

The watch is a sym­bol of our insa­tia­bil­ity to know what time it is and where we are sup­posed to be. Some use it only as dec­o­ra­tion, and some fore go them all together. There are some who buy cheap watches, and there are those who just as eas­ily will pay thou­sands for one.

There is a watch for every style and desire. With such evi­dence of a social sym­bol, what is it like to lose it? I lost my watch recently. It was a nice professional type Elle watch in almost in its 5th year of life and were showing signs of aging. It was a gift from my aunt, who bought it for me when I was 16. It has been repaired once, lovingly, lost and found, accompanied me all over the world.

Of late, though I have developed an itchy rash on my wrist, so I have taken to keeping it in my pocket. It was later wen i had lunch with mum that I realised the watch was missing from my pocket. I spent several hours searching in the car, doing that foolish thing you do when something is lost, when you look in ridiculous places that you know there is zero chance it being. So it was that I looked down drains,sumwer on the road , in my bag ,under the car's seat.

ame home. Felt irritable and sad. Looked in empty cupboards, twice, then again with a torch. Patted my pockets for the hundredth time. Looked in the toilet. Eventhough i know i will never and ever meet my Elle Baby again. And again. I even got Shafika and my mum to pray we would find it. But no joy yet.

Must have accidentally misplaced it either in the ****** restaurant or Darul Ruqyah..i missed my watch..dear watch ..wer r u now? pliz come back to me Elle Baby!

Note to my Elle Baby:
My baby..wherever you are now..juz take care of yourself..m missin you..Hope dat we can meet again in the Hereafter.. M planning to buy a new watch now.myb same like u! simple n elegant ..But pliz dun be sad..i will never stop thinking about you!
..i <3 u Elle..

The last pic of me N my Elle Baby b4 she lost.

mode: sad.gif sad!

Thursday, November 11, 2010


am i crazy?no not ..hell yeahh m de thing is im missing my family so much...
fAmilY? tiS is my Family

they r so damn important to me ..Frankly speakin i dun have dAd n m glad i dun have onE,,they r sux! haha..wat m talkin bowt nw? im talkin bowt fAmilY for sure! i had exam today it was great i gues..very surprisingly..i did answer everything well..Well Done Sally! u go girl!!Got 2 papers more to go! Research Methodology n Intercultural Communication..really hope my name will be listed in DL tis semester..
not related at all huh? so m Lepaking..Wasting tyme..
watever.........Tis is me wasting tyme n stdying!!

i found tis sumwer ..

yes..100% agreed with d above statement! but watever u do juz dun forget bowt de ONE who created us..ALLAH..

mode : confused confused!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010


Humans can't live without blood. Without blood, the body's organs couldn't get the oxygen and nutrients they need to survive, we couldn't keep warm or cool off, fight infections, or get rid of our own waste products. Without enough blood, we'd weaken and die.
Here are the basics about the mysterious, life-sustaining fluid called blood.

Red Blood Cells
Red blood cells (also called erythrocytes) are shaped like slightly indented, flattened disks. RBCs contain the iron-rich protein hemoglobin. Blood gets its bright red color when hemoglobin picks up oxygen in the lungs. As the blood travels through the body, the hemoglobin releases oxygen to the tissues.
The body contains more RBCs than any other type of cell, and each has a life span of about 4 months. Each day, the body produces new RBCs to replace those that die or are lost from the body.

BUT Y M TALKIN ABOUT BLOOD NOW? of cos it has something to do with myself..but in a different way..n now i wana share about other thing which is highly related with BLOOD!--->

5 Fun fActS about Menstruation

  1. A 20-week-old female fetus has approximately 7 million eggs, but is down to 2 million by the time she is born.

  2. Some native South American cultures thought that all mankind was created out of “moon blood.”

  3. In 18th Century Europe, washing and changing underclothing during their period was regarded as unhealthy, because women feared it would block the bleeding or make it more intense.

  4. The Draghi tampon, invented in 1959 by Andre Draghi, was designed for early cancer detection. The idea was that women could insert it themselves and send it off to a laboratory or physician who would examine it for abnormalities like cancer. It spared women and doctors the time necessary to accomplish the same thing in the doctor’s office.

  5. Ancient Egyptians considered menstrual blood a remedy for many beauty problems, including sagging breasts. However, it was never used to treat conditions in men.

Lastly..I have Economy exam tomorrow..Hope dat i can answer everything !yeah

mode : you love me? okay??

Monday, November 8, 2010

Studying in a Study Group

i dun like to study in a group..cuz m prefer to stdy i tried twice..last week for Modern History of Europe and today for The Abbasid m kinda like helps me a lot! Here i got some tips for studying in a study group.

Before you decide to form a study group with your classmates, really get to know them so that you´re sure you can work with them. Keeping the group small, no more than 5 people, is recommended. Make sure there´s no single leader.

Form a study group
Get to know your classmates. Before you ask anyone if they want to form a study group with you, you have to make sure that they are motivated enough. You should only form a study group with classmates who understand the subject well enough. That way they´re not going to be in need of help all the time but also be able to help others. You have to form the study group with someone you think you will be able to work with.

Advantages of studying in a group
The advantages of a study group are that the group can help you stay motivated and committed to your work. If you have questions regarding the material gone over in class, they can help you, as it sometimes might be questions you don´t want to ask during the lecture.

When studying with a group of your classmates, you can share ideas with each other and find ways to solve a problem from different perspectives. There is always someone who is likely to know the answer to a problem.

A big advantage with studying in a group is that if you have missed a class due to illness or so, there will be someone to share their notes with you. They will also be able to help you catch up and explain anything you might not understand from just the notes.

Most of all, it is more fun to study in a group than studying alone.
Disadvantages of studying in a group
There are some things to look out for when studying in a study group, which could easily lead to disadvantages.

It´s easy to stray away from the subject and the goals you have set as a group. Remember that you´re not meeting to socialize, you´re there to study and learn.

The members of the study group who don´t do their work like for example preparing for your study session will form a distraction. If they fail to prepare repeatedly, it is better to not have them in the group.

Don´t use the study group to complain about professors or subjects, that is something else you can do during your free time. Negativity will not help you concentrate on the task at hand.

A big disadvantage is to let someone be the leader of the group, as this might prevent the other members of the group from fully participating.

So i think its better to study in a group than just stayin late at night every day try to squeeze ur brain to memorize n understand everything n pretending that you understand it even u r not! Discussion is better! A great way 4 superb understanding!

mode: Funny Icon discussion

loitering sumwer

went to old town white cafe wit my cousin around 8.45pm. i took few pics only using sony W800

white coffee mocha

white coffee ice blended with Oreo

kaya butter toast

smpai bilik je kentiniu stadi.. n sudenly ade lipas terbang yg besar gile msuk dr luar slmber je landing kat sebelah ak..siot je..i absolutely completely madly hate COCKROACHES..
perlu ke "mereka" hidup ye? mcam ta pelu je ..ade hati En.Lipas tu nak msuk bilik aku yg suci, kemas, bersih, lazat berkrim dan disukai ramai ni..ish3..x dpat diterime..sbb baik ade Sir Shieldtox dan Madam Penyapu untuk mnghalau En.Lipas tersebut..N tenkiu bebanyak to kak Utur yg tolong menghalau En.Lipas.. going to stay up tonyte..yeah! bersemngat ni after i drank a cup of White Coffee

mode: DBSK

Sunday, November 7, 2010

beside me

who is beside ME? for sure la kak utur..haha..because she went out wit me yesterday..wee~ here r some of our pictures..:

iium photos

the mosque

hs building : tmpat sy blajar

my fren n I

mode: icon terencat