Monday, March 23, 2015

hopeless and alone

i feel extremely lonely -unloved and depressed now + feel like a complete crap.i am just not happy at all with myself and no one to talk to.

so i'm browsing the net- to find what should i do - esp from AkiraRobinson site, she shared ideas on what to do when you feel no one appreciate you and of course being alone and depressed like me now. so, let see if i can try few of 'em. 




1. CALL SOMEONE YOU LOVE
       - i don't have anyone to call now and nobody bother to call me as well 

       - this idea - rejected! 

2.  LEARN A DANCE FROM YOU TUBE

     - gosh! i don't have mood to danceeee at alll
     - rejected!

3. DANCE IN YOUR UNDERWEAR 

   - hurm
   - let see how 

4. GET OFF FACEBOOK 

  - approved 
  - gonna delete it soon 

5. FIND A PLACE WHERE YOU CAN VOLUNTEER 

  - pd? 
  - naaahh! 

6. CRY

 - done 
 - result : i feel tired and my eyes swollen and headache throughout the day 

7. START A GRATITUDE PRACTICE 

  - done 
  - quite good (sent text to one of my best friends - and she gave a positive reply ;)

8. CHECK OUT MEETUP.COM

  - booorinngg

9. IF YOU CANT BE WITH FRIENDS, WATCH FRIENDS

  - i don't have time to watch TV

10. READ

   -  greattt idea
   - i'm doing it most of the time
   - currently reading : how to start your own biz

11. WATCH THIS LOVELY VIDEO

    - i watched and get inspired by it
   -  vid : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7X7sZzSXYs


12. START A BLOG 

    - yeah! i'm blogging now (i mean, i'm back) 
    - http://www.20sb.net/

13. CREATE A VISION BOARD 

    - this is my problem 
    - i don't have vision 
    - will find now and write those in next post 

14. MOVE

    - i'm moving now 
   - jumping up and down 
   - yeay 

15. BEFRIEND AN ANIMAL

   - em~ i'm not into it 
   - i can watch in national geographic i guess  

16. TAKE A NAP 

   - done
   - the result is ok 

17. DRIVE 

   - i own a car 
   - but don't feel like driving these days 
  
18. FIND A THERAPIST AND COUNSELOR
   - will find  one
   - if i can't manage it anymore 

19. TAKE YOURSELF OUT ON A DATE 

   - plan to watch movie alone
   - erm..might be in my  lappy only. ;P

20. OWN IT 

    - to own your loneliness and say it out loud
    - I FEEL LONELY  !!!!!!!!!!




    

that's it 

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